My Langkawi Trip! 2nd and last day..

2nd day me pig til dun 1 wake up la. me n my dear nge nge wan pig but cannot. my dear plan go jetty port there n eagle square. from airport to jetty port nit more than 30 minutes gua. jetty port there is kueh town area then airport here is abit like village. If u guys wan buy chocolate or liquor me recommand buy at village 1 bcoz more cheaper.

Besar chin. omost same like Statue of Liberty. lol. sry, me big bomb chin.

my dear and aunty

aunty and me. look like mother and son ler?? hah

promote 100+ meh. stupiak chin. haha

my dear pose chin ah.

wow.. MM la. haha

MM wif MuM. haha

me stuggle wanna buy this wooden samurai o not. but in the end din buy lor. so sad. haha.

we saw Tun mahathir at jetty port. regret din take photo wif him lo. haha

dinner place. dear wear couple shirt.

dinner place. look romantic chin rite? haha

we took when b4 go airport lor. We stay at hotel helang. room very big. hah

We din took many photo bcoz we use 2nd day lai shopping chin la. haha. buy liquor and chocolate make me omost broke ah. haha.
So many place in langkawi we have no time go lo bcoz raining. we wan go cable car, black sand beach, makam Mahsuri, beras terbakar, wildlife park and geopark de but no enough time. so next time can go there again lo. haha. pantai kok not bad. i think nite view at there sure pretty chin. I wil go there again if got chance. haha.

KL trip to be continue........

My Langkawi Trip! 1st day.

Wah, come back from my vacation so many days liao now baru blog. Can see me very tired after that trip la but i have fun in this trip with my dear and aunty. 1st day we go langkawi sin lo. Our hotel si bei near airport ah. Near till can climb to there la. haha. My dear really love to play 1. After we get car she bei hu bei hu wan go underwater world liao. We rent that car Rm50 perday, can bargain kok. haha... We spent 2 hrs inside underwater world. For me not bad bcoz me never masuk ma. LoL. kk, show u guys pic now, dun hiam me too lo so. haha..

Outside Underwater World with 2 lousy motorbike. Mai motorbike spoil this photo. hah

my dear and aunty. n dunno wif wat fish la. hha

mai noob pose. LoL

Inside have many awesome coral reef. cant finish post ah. haha

me and my dyn dear.

my ben ben dear surfing wif bag kok. haha

then me is sleeping, nt surfing.

dear n me n cb sea lion. bulb chin. haha

my dear love penguin chin.

compare wif penguin, my dear love me more la. haha

my parent said this is makan tahi fish ba. haha.

sienz, i wan take photo wif mermaid la. haha

this sea horse damn shep ah. ada leaf kok. cbz. haha

small jelly fish. kawaii neh.

anaconda. me masuk sure kena rape la. haha

me and dear action chin. actually si bei hot. haha

mai me act tiok abit like kek sai ba. hah. but after we do this stupiak thing many ppl follow la. haha

take photo wif bird bird. Kukubird? haha

aunty very tired but my dear stil energic chin. hah.

we pay rm10 for this photo. sweet rite? haha.

After 2 hrs inside there my leg oso bei tahan ah. After this we go duty free shop buy liquor lo. My dad order me liao. 2 remy martin and 1 imperial. There have a rule, 1 person onli can bought 1 bottle and u nit stay at there at least 3 days baru can buy.
Chocolate oso very cheap ah. And nite life not bad. many mm and angmo leng zai la. Here de tomyam soup oso nt bad. yumyum. haha. If got time can come here enjoy and relax. nt bad.

渴望自由飞翔....

被关在鸟笼的鸟时时刻刻都在想飞出牢笼，渴望自由。而人们就像被关在无形的牢笼但却逃不出没有铁柱围绕的牢笼。自由其实垂手可得但人的思想，价值观，责任感就像无形的牢笼牢牢的困住了我们。人为了自己而活是不是自私？为了别人而活就得被失去自由。如何决择才是正确的？

渴望自由飞翔的念头翻腾，无奈思想已被捆绑！人人都逃不出责任所以一定有自己要完成的任务。想要可以自由选择自己人生的任务但是往往执行的任务都是被人指定，还要被逼用他们的方法去完成任务！人生最痛苦的事莫过于没有选择。

今时今日人们为了完成任务而相互利用。而自己是认为朋友是互相帮忙！从没利用人，没看轻人但是却被她认为我利用她让我可以在这里生存。被冤枉，被看轻是心痛？是自尊心痛还是价值观在痛？

这时候是该踏前一步向世人表态自己的价值而再次被践踏，还是该退后一步而海阔天空自由飞翔？这次我选择后者因为我渴望自由飞翔....

尘封的往事

今早在无意间找到了这首歌，它勾起了在我心底最深处的回忆。是一个很美很美的往事。不止是是这首歌，也是和一群好朋友谱出来的美丽记忆。

那时17岁刚踏出校园，和一帮从中一到中五的老友讨论假期要去伦乐度假。就当要决定时一位老师提议要我们去生活营。还帮我们出三分二的营费呢。听到这么划算的当然要去啦。哈哈！当时我，jojo, benny, 健燕， 美婷， 庆瑞，淑莹和俊元一帮黄毛小子，丫头就跑去了。

生活营办在山都望海边胜地。那是我盼了很久的地方啊因为我父母都不让我在外边过夜。高兴啊，兴奋啊，用言语真的表达不出我的心声咯。哈哈。我们整帮好友当然是谝在同一组咯，而且还有一位小队甫和一位师伯。我们都叫师伯-老爹（忘了是谁提议的），然而小队甫就叫小贝如果我没记错。哈哈！

第一晚的课程直接而残忍的打破了我的期待。一个字就是好闷哦！小孩子当然就是想玩和认识新朋友嘛。哪知都在看戏。不过一上好课回房间我们统统变成野孩子，在房间跳来跳去。那时真的好高兴啊！当我们一冲好凉直接冲去食堂抱了像双峰塔那样高的杯面，零食，饼干和饮料跑回房间。当时真的不知什么叫做丢脸和自重！想起来都好笑。。哈哈。然后就一边吃面一边在阳台吹风谈天，那时的天真和傻傻的我们真的无忧无虑。不过在我们还在谈天说地时，不给脸的benny给我跑去睡觉。然后俊元还被鬼拍背后。哈哈，无价的回忆！

第二天六点就要起床了，我们五点才睡那爬得起啊？不过那些瓜真的爬得起来，而我是被jojo泼水才醒的。下次一定要泼回来，报仇啦。我们男生统统在早课打瞌睡，偷睡觉！不过到了中午我们渐渐被课程吸引，开始觉得不枉此行了。我还被感动到流泪。然后营队要我们每个人都写信给父母。我的父母看了之后真的改变好多。我还记得cb jojo每天等信差来然后把信撕烂丢掉。哈哈。想起来都要哈哈大笑！晚上时还有星夜呢喃，就是一整组围个圆圈然后就说说自己的感受和心得。看了华航空难我还记得好像我说了好多。现在，我们都把心事藏在心里了！

最后一天中午就要个自回家了。那时好舍不得咯！那个环节好像是圆缘。就一整队的营队的人手牵手围成一个大圈圈然后一起唱“因为你，因为我”。弄得大家依依不舍，好想哭的样子。哈哈。好希望我们这一群死党可以有再一次的机会聚在一起参加生命之旅！大家加油！

那时我们认识了好多新朋友，让我最记得的是花，草，树，木这四个女生。美女哦。哈哈。嘿，我的老友，你们还记得我们过去的点点滴滴吗？不记得就让我让你们记得吧！哈哈。。

这首就是那次营队的主题曲。。是我第一次学的手语歌曲也是让我回忆开封的一首歌。

“因为你，因为我“

Final Soon..

My final exam is coming next week but still playing around. Cham ah. Keep playing facebook, barn buddy, farm town, restaurant city and quiz. Addicted already ah. Sometime youtube lagi. Me got 5 paper test ah, but haven't feel any pressure in my mind yet. Is it me over confident liao? I think me is (临时抱佛脚）last minute hug buddha punya leg 1. Hahah.. Arrggh dun care. Play is more important in my life. LoL.

Intro 1 jay's old song. A gal imitate many singer + 蜡笔小新+doraemon+小丸子 sing this jay's song-彩虹！Mai, nice lar. Hahah.

端午节快乐-Happy Dumpling Day

Wahahah, happy dumpling day for everyone. Wish u guys all eat as many as dumpling tat u can. haha.. but dun say wan keep fit after this ah. FAT is FooK (福) la. haha. Last week my land lord give me and housemates 2 dumplings for each person but jit du not enough for me lar. I wan 20 biji baru satisfy lar. haha. Anyway, enjoy ur dumpling ah.. dun simply waste it.. :P

Happy Dumpling Day for Everyone!!

Delicious, got yolk 1

swt, got sushi dumpling lagi?

Dumpling plus oyster sauce?

Enjoy Enjoy!!

Lastly, for those who study at oversea or not in your hometown can go buy at Pasar Malam ya...

Angel cat

i found those pic in a forum. when i saw those pic i was shocked, so cute & amazing. if got chance i hope can have 1 angel cat. what is angel cat?? is the cat tat have a pair of wings at their back. awesome rite? take a look.

Even have wings but they can't fly. haha. but at least can show off to friend if have 1 angel cat. "sugoi". Lol.

Sori feat. Lee Junki - Pinky Finger MV (english subbed)

i love this song. u guys can listen if feel free. i send this song to my gf when i make her angry bcoz of my stupid thinking. what they sing really "ngam" my relationship lo. haha. enjoy it!

一位已经死去的１７岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作 - 最后一次

this song is wrote by a gal who got incurable disease. she write this song for her precious boyfriend tat will married wif him after graduate her studies but it is impossible to her. very touching.

人生

人生就短短的几十年，不过就是这几十年让人体验了各种各样的人生经验。快乐的，伤心的，痛苦的，难忘的，压力的，堕落的和其它各式各样的都有！有时想了又想为何人要如此经历那么多？不能一生都是快乐？答案是不可能。就如我自己，以前的快乐好难再有。

最近的我好像变得没那么快乐了。现在的生活不是痛苦就是压力。以前的自信满满变得一点自信也没了。原来不是做好自己就可以，还要看别人的眼光。被最亲的人看轻真的很痛。自己真的是一无是处?我也忍不住要这样问自己. 是不是有钱了,有车了才不会人看轻?这样的生活让我的想法变得有点现实.女人是不是要看男人的学历和身家好不好?我没钱也没学历所以不相信她是真心爱我.如果有个男生什么都没有还有人爱,我想那女生应该是眼睛瞎了.不可能有女生想要自己一朵鲜花插在大便上吧?

有时真的有点怨家人.要我完成他们的梦和面子所以要我来这里受苦.难道我没有自己的梦吗?受苦我可以耐,但是为什么还要被人看轻?就因为我没车没钱?长男就该受这种苦?女儿就可以选她们的路?这是什么道理?他们给个几百块就是责任了,就要我在森林般的地方生活.淋雨生病就说声去看医生就当没事了.看到家境比我差的人都舍得买车给孩子因为知道这里生活很苦.而我就只能淋雨骑单车上学.一年可以赚几十万的家人好像真的不疼我吧?有时真的好想抛开自己的身份跑去外面闯荡.

读书对我来说不是难事,不过这里的生活真的不适合我.交通非常不方便,东西又好贵,天气时好时坏.这个学期就生病了好多次.连柯萨奇都给我中到.我只是想过正常的生活!!!